Back to work....ugh

Today was my first day back to work and I have to admit it started out rough. Dropping off Ella at day care was hard; harder than I thought it would be. When I was getting ready to leave, the day care provider (Miss Kim) said "you can call as many times as you want to check on her". That was when the tears started flowing, and they just kept coming until I got to work. After I was at work for a while I felt a lot better. I only called once today to check on her. (which I think was pretty good self restraint. lol) I love that little girl so much! I'm sure it will get easier over time, but until then I will put my make up on after I get to work.